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After such an exciting weekend (election/end of relationship/21st/floor sleeping/poker fun/ clueless watching/first real O-Week duty!) i feel the only thing really left to reflect on is the Top 25 Most Played. Not the heartbreak, the sadness, the triumph , the glory, the satisfaction, the mutual comfort, the maybe feelings that are lurking deep below but surely by the pure acknowledgement i'm reading too much into it? Arg my head hurts. Recently i was told "just tell me what you're thinking, can't you see you're really hurting me?" And despite the fact i will (most likely) delete that the next morning, i have realised i am not really one for expressing feelings or thoughts or desires or state of minds, or positions or political aspirations very elequently. And i don't see that as a necessary fault. I have other ways of saying what i mean, It is really a matter of give and take and listening and believing and loving. Or i guess, in my case as was so apparent this weekend, choosing who is the priority of your love, whether they be your friend of 3 months, a year, more, or a boyfriend you find you really didn't need but convinced yourself you loved. And so, with that digression, i give you my top 25.
1. Tell Her, Del Amitri.
2. Sexy Back, Justin Timberlake.
3. Hey Ya, Obadiah Parker.
4. Computer Camp Love, Datarock.
5. Young Folks, Peter Bjorn and John.
6. Coconut Skins, Damien Rice.
7. We Run This, Missy Elliot.
8. Ever Fallen In Love, Nouvelle Rouge.
9. Two More Years, Bloc Party.
10. My Humps, Black Eyed Peas.
11. Young Bride, Midlake.
12. Stuff and Nonsense, Missy Higgins.
13. Cigarettes and Chocolate Milk, Rufus Wainwright.
14. Dance Music, The Mountain Goats.
15. Long Distance Call, Phoenix.
16. All This Love, The Similou.
17. The Good Kind, The Wreckers.
18. Crazy, Gnarls Barkley.
19. No Children, The Mountain Goats.
20. Come On! Feel The Illinoise! Sufjan Stevens.
21. Adelaide, Old 97s.
22. Jolene, Susana and the Magical Orchestra.
23. String Quartet in F Major, Ysaye Quartet.
24. Prince Charming, Ben Folds Five.
25. Anthems for a Seventeen Year Old Girl, Broken Social Scene.
(considering my laptop has been broken since August, and i rarely use it now, so this is an old iTunes list... i don't feel to bad about the person i am turning out to be, you know, post that whole 21 phenonmena that i forgot to mention and that seemed ot pass by without a significant moment of interest or appeal. I sometimes worry that life is just happening before me. I can see it and watch alot of it pass by but i'm just not involved. Ghosts appear and fade away ).
1. Tell Her, Del Amitri.
2. Sexy Back, Justin Timberlake.
3. Hey Ya, Obadiah Parker.
4. Computer Camp Love, Datarock.
5. Young Folks, Peter Bjorn and John.
6. Coconut Skins, Damien Rice.
7. We Run This, Missy Elliot.
8. Ever Fallen In Love, Nouvelle Rouge.
9. Two More Years, Bloc Party.
10. My Humps, Black Eyed Peas.
11. Young Bride, Midlake.
12. Stuff and Nonsense, Missy Higgins.
13. Cigarettes and Chocolate Milk, Rufus Wainwright.
14. Dance Music, The Mountain Goats.
15. Long Distance Call, Phoenix.
16. All This Love, The Similou.
17. The Good Kind, The Wreckers.
18. Crazy, Gnarls Barkley.
19. No Children, The Mountain Goats.
20. Come On! Feel The Illinoise! Sufjan Stevens.
21. Adelaide, Old 97s.
22. Jolene, Susana and the Magical Orchestra.
23. String Quartet in F Major, Ysaye Quartet.
24. Prince Charming, Ben Folds Five.
25. Anthems for a Seventeen Year Old Girl, Broken Social Scene.
(considering my laptop has been broken since August, and i rarely use it now, so this is an old iTunes list... i don't feel to bad about the person i am turning out to be, you know, post that whole 21 phenonmena that i forgot to mention and that seemed ot pass by without a significant moment of interest or appeal. I sometimes worry that life is just happening before me. I can see it and watch alot of it pass by but i'm just not involved. Ghosts appear and fade away ).