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sitting here alone on a friday nite. i dont hang out with anyone anymore and i tell myself its voluntary. i have started to realize that people dont really care but they pretend. everyone is all like you never hang out anymore whats up you need to come out. but when the shit hits the fan i found myself alone and a cell phone that the only missed call is from my parents. if thats not depressing enough ive given up on the one person i told myself id love forever. and lastly this weather is horrible. snowboarding is the one chance i get ot change my friends and change my life, but it seems like thats not what i deserve this year. if the end wasnt closer things would probably be different right now.