Jun 03, 2006 23:13
Saw Jenny and Legna last last night after like 5 months.. aaw. I luv my old kealing friends!! We've all changed soo much.
That was fun. We watched Titanic. Later we're going to have a Leonardo DiCaprio movie marathon (prbly excludin titanic tho..heh)..catch me if u can, the aviator, the basketball diaries, Romeo + Juliet, What's Eating Gilbert Grape..tell me if i forgot any others.
Then today i went to Marilyn's shindig .. i really hope she liked the present i got her.. 'the movie book'. oo..if any of u ever want to surprise me..get me 'the art book' (the paper back is $6 at B&N rite now)
Aww.. i want to go on a cruise and fall madly in <3.-- even just the latter part would be fine.
and for some reason i saw a few parrallels w/ that movie and my life after the 20389409238 times i've seen it.
In other news, I'm starting summer school next week.
Then the people from the 'Center for Torture Victims' replied back and are like 'yeaa! we want u to volunteer!'..and they said i was a good writer! *ego booost*-- so i might start doing that -- 7 hr a week commitment,, i dont think thats too bad.
Damn. I'm tyrin to do a lot this summer.. do u think that's a good thing or a bad thing?
like..
-Speech summer school in June.
-NHI in July
-PSAT classes in August.
-Lose at least 20 lb (already down like 4 this week but after 2night, i'm not sure)
-Read the DaVinci Code and Grapes of Wrath.
-Volunteer wise:
-Girlstart -- 2nd and 3rd week of July frm 9am to 1 pm (i really wanna do that..)
-- also that in August for 2 weeks for "Hermione's Great Adventure" or something.. que chula!!!
-Then be a recepcionist/ office assitant for that Center for Survivors of Torture. .. that would be really good cuz they said they want ppl interested in psychology and-- i think that would reallly help me w/ college/ gettin to be a therpist/psychiatrist.
---- during all this i'm most definitely tryin to have more of a social life.
---------- then this is all a prelude to Junior year. Maybe i should rest a bit?------ okay.. ANSWER THIS. If i could only choose between being a receptionist for that Torture place and Girlstart, which shhould i do?
Torture- it's more centered around the field i want to major in when i grow up-- tho its more responability/ less stuff i kno how to do (basically... i need to go Mrs. amirez on all their computers)
but then there's girlstart which i think would be a lot more fun (playin w/ lil girls!) and i kno for sure i could make the entire month that i signed up for, while for Torture, i'd have to call in that i can't come for a certain week or 2 of the summer...
-- fuck. like i start thinkin about all the reasons i like to keep myself so busy and a lot of it is just.. 'i need to get skinnier' and by stayin busy u dont eat and all ur free time is for exercising!! yay. That's like my dreamlife right there tho i kno its not exactly healthy.
Here's to bein dellusionally happy. Cheers.