I <3 my friends that i SWEAR don't go to LBJ.
Hooray for prozac. Things are looking better already. I'm a lot more stable. At first i was really worried that my entire personality would go away and then i'd lose all my friends..I discovered today, though, that i still have the ability to get mad, just not w/ the passion that i used to. So.. my highs aren't as high, but then my lows aren't so low.. i can feel the absence of my usual reactions, it's soo weirrd..and when i feel fear it's like a screen is pulled over it so it's not so intense.
Friday was awesome. Instead of going to the pep-rally, i decided to go to the art room w/ Angelina and Lauren and ran into a bunch of other people there. Then Jenny, who was gonna go to the game w/ me, called me to tell me that she was on her way on the bus and Legna and ROGELIO!!!!!!! were coming, too. I started freaaaaaking out, cuz i'dnt seen Rogelio since June at NHI and it was such a surprise and i love him so much!!! but they weren't even sure if the bus they were on was reaally going to mac,,, so when they'd get dropped off somehwere ..prbly on Lamar.. and they'd call me and i'd meet them somewhere.
So i was reaaaaally excited after that. I ran into Karla and then she and i walked to find Ruth at the asian store, then Rogelio called to say that they were dropped off and would meet me at Dan's. So i went in there and was freaaaking out about it to Claire.. then i fetched them from outside.. we had some good times w/ Legna's giant shake and i introduced them to some o my friends...
Okay..i'm suddenly really unmotivated to keep at this detailed-pace.. so basically after Dan's we walked to Savers.. Rogelio was weirded out cuz he was the only guy and we were all looking at clothes then there were these 2 gay guys like right on the row nexct to ours..
anyway..
eventually we got back to my house, ate something, then we went to the game which was pretty fun.. sitting on the LBJ side *ssshhh*... I felt like SUCH a traitor. I kept trying to make out people on the Mac side. Half way through it, Rogelio had to leave... awww.. i hope i see him again... i got to meet Legna's bf, Giancarlo, and turns out Jesus didn't show up... bummer.
After Mac balled LBJ, Jenny came and spent the night, we talked, watched Fight Club, tried to plan bday partiess...
anyway.. now i have a tons of hmk to do... and i need to find a costume. What you think I should be?? Has to be pretty easy to obtain...
Friday was awesome. Instead of going to the pep-rally, i decided to go to the art room w/ Angelina and Lauren and ran into a bunch of other people there. Then Jenny, who was gonna go to the game w/ me, called me to tell me that she was on her way on the bus and Legna and ROGELIO!!!!!!! were coming, too. I started freaaaaaking out, cuz i'dnt seen Rogelio since June at NHI and it was such a surprise and i love him so much!!! but they weren't even sure if the bus they were on was reaally going to mac,,, so when they'd get dropped off somehwere ..prbly on Lamar.. and they'd call me and i'd meet them somewhere.
So i was reaaaaally excited after that. I ran into Karla and then she and i walked to find Ruth at the asian store, then Rogelio called to say that they were dropped off and would meet me at Dan's. So i went in there and was freaaaking out about it to Claire.. then i fetched them from outside.. we had some good times w/ Legna's giant shake and i introduced them to some o my friends...
Okay..i'm suddenly really unmotivated to keep at this detailed-pace.. so basically after Dan's we walked to Savers.. Rogelio was weirded out cuz he was the only guy and we were all looking at clothes then there were these 2 gay guys like right on the row nexct to ours..
anyway..
eventually we got back to my house, ate something, then we went to the game which was pretty fun.. sitting on the LBJ side *ssshhh*... I felt like SUCH a traitor. I kept trying to make out people on the Mac side. Half way through it, Rogelio had to leave... awww.. i hope i see him again... i got to meet Legna's bf, Giancarlo, and turns out Jesus didn't show up... bummer.
After Mac balled LBJ, Jenny came and spent the night, we talked, watched Fight Club, tried to plan bday partiess...
anyway.. now i have a tons of hmk to do... and i need to find a costume. What you think I should be?? Has to be pretty easy to obtain...