Job hunt ain't going too great, but after a few days of being over dramatic and crying a lot on the mother, I am approaching things a little more sensibly.
As soon as I get my housing benefit sorted (job centre fucked up my application), I think I will be fine. I just need to sort out my life a little bit more.
PLAN OF ACTION:
1) FIND A JOB.
2) LOOK FOR NEW PLACE TO LIVE. ALONE.
3) GET HEALTHY.
4) RESPECT ONESELF AND STOP THINKING/SLEEPING WITH BOYS SO MUCH.
5) AS A CONSEQUENCE OF ACHIEVING NUMBERS 1) - 4), BE HAPPY.
Things are much better in lists. Yes yes yes.
I am in a good mood this afternoon. Lets see how long that lasts!
In retrospect, aside from hating the place in which I live, being fucked about by boys and sliding uncontrollably fast towards bankruptcy, it hasn't been an entirely dreadful few weeks. I think I need to focus on the more positive aspects of my life. I've been to some great parties recently, had an amazing weekend in London with the BFF, and I am updating LJ - which is always good!
I really have no idea why I am in such a good mood!
I feel like I should harness this, and go finish this job application, maybe it will bring me luck!