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I want everything to just stop. Just for an hour or so. So I can rest. So I can make sense of everything. Everything is spinning, spinning, spinning. I have to do this, I have to do that, I have to do this other thing too.
I fell asleep in my lecture today because I was knackered from catching up on work for that lecture I missed when I was ill. I do not find the irony funny.
I didn't think third year would be THIS hard. Fucking hell. I just never stop. Ever.
Even if its not Uni work its society stuff, or Simon, or a social, or an event I promised someone I'd go to, or catching up with friends even though you should be at home working, but you feel guilty because you just haven't had time to see them because you've been at home working.
I still need time to think about Adam. And I don't have it.
I want it to be Christmas. I want a week off, where I can be fed, warm and be surrounded by my family. Without Uni stress. Without money worries. Without a to do list that never gets smaller.
Hmph.
Adam, where are you?
x
I fell asleep in my lecture today because I was knackered from catching up on work for that lecture I missed when I was ill. I do not find the irony funny.
I didn't think third year would be THIS hard. Fucking hell. I just never stop. Ever.
Even if its not Uni work its society stuff, or Simon, or a social, or an event I promised someone I'd go to, or catching up with friends even though you should be at home working, but you feel guilty because you just haven't had time to see them because you've been at home working.
I still need time to think about Adam. And I don't have it.
I want it to be Christmas. I want a week off, where I can be fed, warm and be surrounded by my family. Without Uni stress. Without money worries. Without a to do list that never gets smaller.
Hmph.
Adam, where are you?
x