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i am so full from quesadillas from lunch with ri at chilis. i feel like i am going to explode and i feel fat and disgusting. oh well. whatever i suppose.
thank god its friday, thats all i have to say about that.
not sure what to do tonight..i wanna go for a walk, get that book on the russian royal family..the romanovs from barnes and noble now that i got paid and can afford it...and maybe smoke a little to help with my stomach pains that are very minimal today. defenitely bearable. maybe longo's tonight. not sure yet. i wanna spend some time with my mom and glenn too thought because he just got home and i havent really been able to talk to him much.
he asked george "got any bones" yesterday. haha. if you don't know what that means and feel the need to know, ask me and ill tell you but otherwise...its not a big deal.
i definitely want to get some sort of physical activity in today though...even if its just walking around my block a couple of times...if not, then i do not want to eat again today because i just feel really bloated and shitty. our waitor took FOREVER today at chilis. bah humbug.
i am working monday but i dont care..i need the money and ill have off tuesday and probably get out semi early on monday which will serve me well. dont really have any plans monday besides the fact that george is sleeping over. i wish something was going on so i could spend new years with all of my friends but no one is having anything. i really wish jake would because that would be the core crew and it would be so much fun to get trashed with them and watch the ball drop...or at least just get trashed. but unfortunately he is going out with lauryn to this party at this kid's house that he knows so thats kind of a bummer, but oh well...i still love him. even if he hasnt been around as much lately. i just miss him, thats all. maria does too. but i suppose as long as he's happy, than i'll forgive him. but lauryn best let him chill with us more soon or else all hell will break loose.
i saw tim the other day. me and george picked him up in my car and chilled in georges woods for some smokey smokey. tim wanted too because he was bored. he said he needed to get out of the house. i feel bad for him i really do, but everytime i think that i also cant help but think he is really lucky to be okay. good thing he is too.
i feel really bad. i REALLY want to see Samir and Caroline. i miss them like A TON. and i was very saddened i couldnt see Jenna before she left :(. ive just been so busy and everything and its just starting to finally calm down. samir wanted me to hang out saturday night and i REALLY REALLY REALLY want too but ill prob. either be at family party or in new york which will be fun, but i do miss him and really want to see him so i have to make time next week. i wish i had more time or didnt have to sleep so i would get to see all the people i want too. or i wish i didnt work as much so i could do more during the day and not be as tired at night.
god i am so fucking full. god damnit i want it to go away.
thank god its friday, thats all i have to say about that.
not sure what to do tonight..i wanna go for a walk, get that book on the russian royal family..the romanovs from barnes and noble now that i got paid and can afford it...and maybe smoke a little to help with my stomach pains that are very minimal today. defenitely bearable. maybe longo's tonight. not sure yet. i wanna spend some time with my mom and glenn too thought because he just got home and i havent really been able to talk to him much.
he asked george "got any bones" yesterday. haha. if you don't know what that means and feel the need to know, ask me and ill tell you but otherwise...its not a big deal.
i definitely want to get some sort of physical activity in today though...even if its just walking around my block a couple of times...if not, then i do not want to eat again today because i just feel really bloated and shitty. our waitor took FOREVER today at chilis. bah humbug.
i am working monday but i dont care..i need the money and ill have off tuesday and probably get out semi early on monday which will serve me well. dont really have any plans monday besides the fact that george is sleeping over. i wish something was going on so i could spend new years with all of my friends but no one is having anything. i really wish jake would because that would be the core crew and it would be so much fun to get trashed with them and watch the ball drop...or at least just get trashed. but unfortunately he is going out with lauryn to this party at this kid's house that he knows so thats kind of a bummer, but oh well...i still love him. even if he hasnt been around as much lately. i just miss him, thats all. maria does too. but i suppose as long as he's happy, than i'll forgive him. but lauryn best let him chill with us more soon or else all hell will break loose.
i saw tim the other day. me and george picked him up in my car and chilled in georges woods for some smokey smokey. tim wanted too because he was bored. he said he needed to get out of the house. i feel bad for him i really do, but everytime i think that i also cant help but think he is really lucky to be okay. good thing he is too.
i feel really bad. i REALLY want to see Samir and Caroline. i miss them like A TON. and i was very saddened i couldnt see Jenna before she left :(. ive just been so busy and everything and its just starting to finally calm down. samir wanted me to hang out saturday night and i REALLY REALLY REALLY want too but ill prob. either be at family party or in new york which will be fun, but i do miss him and really want to see him so i have to make time next week. i wish i had more time or didnt have to sleep so i would get to see all the people i want too. or i wish i didnt work as much so i could do more during the day and not be as tired at night.
god i am so fucking full. god damnit i want it to go away.