I am on fire
I AM WET ONLY TO MY ANKLES THIS PLACE IS FAMILIAR AND SMELLS LIKE MOSS I WIPE MY CHEEKS AND FIND MY PALMS DAMP WITH MILK I MUST LEAVE PLEASE MOTHER I SEE YOU IN YOUR AIRPLANE JUST OUT OF REACH THE SOUND OF PUMPING PELVISES AND TRANSFERING OF FLUIDS IS INTRODUCED TO MY EARS AND TWELVE THOUSAND DARK BISON COME RUNNING FROM MY STOMACH I AM NOT ALARMED I DON'T MIND I DON'T MIND I DON'T MIND MY MIND IS TENDER FROM THINKING EXHAUSTING THOUGHTS AND BEGINS TO BOB LIKE A BUOY THEN IT SINKS AS IT GOES BUBBLES RISE AND I KNOW I HAVE TO RETRIEVE IT MOTHERFUCKER I DIVE DOWN I SEE MY FORMER LOVER BEING SODOMIZED BY THIRTY JELLYFISH AND I AM ON A MISSION I AM ON A MISSION MOSSION WHERE HAS MY MIND GONE I NO LONGER SEE BUBBLES I HAVE VENTURED INTO THE DEPTHS OF THIS WATER THAT REACHES ONLY MY ANKLES MY FINGERS ARE CLENCHING MY MIND HOW COULD MY NAIVITY CREATE SUCH A MASTERPIECE OF DECEPTION I HAD IT ALL ALONG I AM RISING TO THE SURFACE BUGS THAT WALK ON WATER ARE SKIING PAST ME A LEAF OF A FITTING AUTUMNAL PIGMENT SINGS ITS WAY DOWN AND DISRUPTS THE SURFACE OF THE BODY OF WATER IN WHICH I AM STANDING THE RIPPLES IT HAS PROVOKED PENETRATE MY BONE AND MY UPPER HALF BEGINS TO FLY AWAY AND I BID FAREWELL TO THE LOWER SELF I ONCE KNEW SOME BALLOON OF HOT AIR HAS GOT ME NOW AND GOD DAMN I AM SO HIGH