School bells ring...
So I'm sitting here in a library near Bekka's house...
thinking and not thinking...
Not needing to think about how much I miss Andrew.
That's just a given.
An ever-present aching in my chest.
I don't like it.
They aren't together anymore,
I know who I'm talking about so that's all that matters.
Anyway,
he broke up with her because he needed to figure shit out.
Logical,
acceptable.
Whatever.
That was like...
a source of stability for me for a long time.
Not like I have any kind of sorrowful priviledge here,
because it wasn't even my relationship,
but it's still shocking...
and disappointing.
Hell,
It might all just work out in the end anyway.
But the whole idea of a break up is just icky.
Especially with all those beautifully laid plans involved.
I wanna know how tonight's gonna go...
Meh.