May 13, 2005 21:50
so..it's friday the 13th..but i'm not superstitious or anything...it just hasn't been a good day. well..not that it's aweful, but it's definatly had it's ups & downs...but more downs. okay so i was at school and i was in mrs. cody's class watching Remember the Titans. and swifty asks mrs. cody if i could come to the office. so i walked to the office thinking it was my brother asking me a question, but then i saw my mom. i thought it was going to be bad news about my dog since she's like 100 or something. so i take this walk that seems forever & i finally get to my mom. she starts to talk & she just breaks down. my great grandmother isn't going so well. she's having breathing problems & so we drove to my mamaw's house to see her. i couldn't even try to talk to her w/out starting to cry. but now that i've talked to her & told her that i love her & everything...i feel better. and she's not in pain now. i just don't want her to hurt.
okay, so then we had to leave there to get ready for my cousin's wedding rehearsal. i feel better about the wedding now, b/c i was extremely stressed. i'm still stressed about school. i don't think i'm doing anything for my birthday on my birthday b/c i've got too much to do this coming week. kinda sad..but i don't think i could enjoy myself if i tried to do something on monday when i know i've got tons that's due that week. but after thursday, i'm not doing anything. i'm going to be soooo happy when this school year is over.