Financial Hell
So...financial "aid" is a definite misnomer...
Well, we recently discovered that my SS card is incorrect, so I have to get that fixed. Then I may have to start the FAFSA process all over again. So...I won't be starting this month. Maybe next month.
I'm beginning to wonder if I'm just being selfish in wanting to go to this school. My family has so many financial problems its looking impossible. It doesn't seem fair. My mom told me yesterday that I don't understand the real world, and she's completely right. I don't understand that my mothers credit is keeping me from getting into a school that I want to go to.
So now I have to go visit my grandparents today. It's my grandmothers birthday. And for her birthday...I get to get yelled at by my grandfather for being incompetent and worthless. Happy B'day Elmo.
It's really not my fault. It's been clerical error after clerical error. I'm losing hope. I don't know what I'll do if I don't get into Full Sail. Work? Maybe, I don't know. I think I'd end up killing myself. Not that work is bad or anything like that, it's just not what I want right now. I don't want to get stuck in a minimum wage job with no hope of ever making anything of myself.
Is Full Sail worth it you guys? Will I feel like, "Yeah, this was totally worth it" when I graduate?
Well, we recently discovered that my SS card is incorrect, so I have to get that fixed. Then I may have to start the FAFSA process all over again. So...I won't be starting this month. Maybe next month.
I'm beginning to wonder if I'm just being selfish in wanting to go to this school. My family has so many financial problems its looking impossible. It doesn't seem fair. My mom told me yesterday that I don't understand the real world, and she's completely right. I don't understand that my mothers credit is keeping me from getting into a school that I want to go to.
So now I have to go visit my grandparents today. It's my grandmothers birthday. And for her birthday...I get to get yelled at by my grandfather for being incompetent and worthless. Happy B'day Elmo.
It's really not my fault. It's been clerical error after clerical error. I'm losing hope. I don't know what I'll do if I don't get into Full Sail. Work? Maybe, I don't know. I think I'd end up killing myself. Not that work is bad or anything like that, it's just not what I want right now. I don't want to get stuck in a minimum wage job with no hope of ever making anything of myself.
Is Full Sail worth it you guys? Will I feel like, "Yeah, this was totally worth it" when I graduate?