Sleepless Nights
Once again my quiet nights are ruined. I couldn't sleep at all last night. Memories were flooding my head and it was all I could do to keep myself from crying. It wasn't that I missed them, it's that I couldn't believe that something that had once been so precious to me meant nothing to him.
I don't dislike her. But I know the way his mind works, and I know what he's doing. I feel almost sorry for her...
I honestly feel bad because I wanted him to feel miserable over what he'd done to me forever. Maybe he will, maybe he won't. I'm not satisfied with Karma yet though... I can only hope he gets what he deserves. Maybe I'm too vindictive, but he deserves all that's coming to him.
He will always be miserable. That's just the way he is, that's the Fate meant for worms.
705 Square Feet
Let's not make this a contest
Of who loves who more
(You know I always win).
Let's not say anything at all
(Why ruin the silence).
You say, “I want you to be happy.”
You say, “I want to be alone.”
You say, “With or without me,
Please be happy.”
If 705 ft is too close
I guess I can go away.
(No need to ask).
It feels empty to me
(You're a terrible host).
We live under the philosophy
“I can't miss you if you don't go.”
(Is this what you want?)
I never need alone time.
(Always say good-bye).
You say, “I want you to be happy.”
You say, “I want to be alone.”
You say, “With or without me,
Please be happy.”
Three feet within 705 feet
Isn't close enough
(But you won't come here).
This is enough distance
(Our eyes don't meet).
Let's not make this a contest
Of who loves who more
(You know I always win).
Let's not say anything at all
(Why ruin the silence).
I'm happy beyond 705 feet
Without you near
(So much more now).
Is this enough space?
(We'll never meet)
Again.
I don't dislike her. But I know the way his mind works, and I know what he's doing. I feel almost sorry for her...
I honestly feel bad because I wanted him to feel miserable over what he'd done to me forever. Maybe he will, maybe he won't. I'm not satisfied with Karma yet though... I can only hope he gets what he deserves. Maybe I'm too vindictive, but he deserves all that's coming to him.
He will always be miserable. That's just the way he is, that's the Fate meant for worms.
705 Square Feet
Let's not make this a contest
Of who loves who more
(You know I always win).
Let's not say anything at all
(Why ruin the silence).
You say, “I want you to be happy.”
You say, “I want to be alone.”
You say, “With or without me,
Please be happy.”
If 705 ft is too close
I guess I can go away.
(No need to ask).
It feels empty to me
(You're a terrible host).
We live under the philosophy
“I can't miss you if you don't go.”
(Is this what you want?)
I never need alone time.
(Always say good-bye).
You say, “I want you to be happy.”
You say, “I want to be alone.”
You say, “With or without me,
Please be happy.”
Three feet within 705 feet
Isn't close enough
(But you won't come here).
This is enough distance
(Our eyes don't meet).
Let's not make this a contest
Of who loves who more
(You know I always win).
Let's not say anything at all
(Why ruin the silence).
I'm happy beyond 705 feet
Without you near
(So much more now).
Is this enough space?
(We'll never meet)
Again.