the one on stress
good news are kinda hard to come by these days. even the fact that i passed my driving test on the first attempt did little to improve my pathetic mood.
stress is an over-used word, an over-used excuse. but sad to say, i think i'm starting to see the signs of me crumbling under this darn excuse. and it has manifested itself into physical symptoms which is kinda driving me nuts, which i suppose further aggravates everything. it's a vicious cycle i tell you. the very thing that is causing me stress is also the same thing that is aggravating the physical symptoms. but the more i cant complete it, the more it drives me crazy, and the more stress i am under.
i dun even know what the hell i'm typing in here anymore. rubbish really.
will be in a new unit for a month or so starting next week. kinda excited actually. different work environment, different challenges. though i'm not quite sure how i'll manage, but being the absolute perfectionist and control freak that i am, i figure i'll survive it all. am just hoping that it will not do any further damage to my health as it is already. i have to learn to take things in my stride haven't i? sometimes things just cannot be all so perfect.
but i just cant tolerate that. grr. i feel like slapping myself sometimes for that.
back to the grind. two more weeks to go.
stress is an over-used word, an over-used excuse. but sad to say, i think i'm starting to see the signs of me crumbling under this darn excuse. and it has manifested itself into physical symptoms which is kinda driving me nuts, which i suppose further aggravates everything. it's a vicious cycle i tell you. the very thing that is causing me stress is also the same thing that is aggravating the physical symptoms. but the more i cant complete it, the more it drives me crazy, and the more stress i am under.
i dun even know what the hell i'm typing in here anymore. rubbish really.
will be in a new unit for a month or so starting next week. kinda excited actually. different work environment, different challenges. though i'm not quite sure how i'll manage, but being the absolute perfectionist and control freak that i am, i figure i'll survive it all. am just hoping that it will not do any further damage to my health as it is already. i have to learn to take things in my stride haven't i? sometimes things just cannot be all so perfect.
but i just cant tolerate that. grr. i feel like slapping myself sometimes for that.
back to the grind. two more weeks to go.