So close and yet so far away

Nov 07, 2006 22:11


I officially have 19 days left of student teaching.  For the last 19 days my life is going to be absolutely crazy.  I will be taking over everything tomorrow.  For the last couple of weeks I have been teaching about 90% of the day.  Tomorrow it is the big push.  I am anxious to get tomorrow done and in the bag.  One more day down is one more day closer to being done.  Don't get me wrong, I love teaching, but I am ready to take a break.  I really want to just kick back and relax.  Pull and all nighter or two.  I am debating on how I want to spend that first night of freedom.  Definitely trying to pull an all nighter.  Although right now I am speaking of this day as though it will be the best of my life, I know when it comes around I am going to be sad to be leaving my kids.  But I totally miss not hanging out with my friends.  Hello, I haven't had much of a social life and I kinda want that back.  I also want to go back home for a little bit and just relax there.  Be with the fam and friends would be nice.  I keep telling myself I just have to make it through this week which there is only 3 more days left and then all of next week, and finally 2 days the week after and then I will be driving home for Thanksgiving Break.  And the beautiful thing about when I get back from break is that I will only have 9 more days left after that.  So I am just hoping it flies by and things go well. 
But for right now my big focus is getting through tomorrow and Thursday.  Tomorrow I teach 100% and right after school I have a lame meeting at AQ, followed by my class that will go til about 7:30.  I know some friends want to go out for dinner afterwards.  I have no idea if I will have the energy to even do that.  Then on Thursday I will be observed by my field supervisor.  So needless to say, it will be a somewhat stressful moment.  But after that there is only Friday left.  I think Friday I am going to actually sleep and have a night in.  Then on Saturday I am going to get up early and get some laundry done and other errands.  Hopefully I will be going shopping later with a friend.  I hope.  As of right now that is all I have planned for my weekend.  Sounds relaxing doesn't it.  *sigh* I cannot wait.

Well, I think I have procrastinated going over tomorrows lessons long enough.  Time to get back to work.
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