Nov 30, 2006 00:53
-There is this bubbling sensation inside of me,
like the Devil breaking through the Earth,
creating one giant chasm,
filled with fire and sulfur and smoke.
Boulders fly,
Turmoil cries,
as chaos flies through the air.
I feel locked up,
like im in a cage,
sitting next to death and destruction,
im reaching through the bars towards love,
but alas im stuck in motion.
I cry out in pain,
I cry out in pain,
"Oh God can you please just help me?"
Love does nothing to stir,
Stays silent,
and says nothing.
I break the bars and run past love,
towards hope,
but i trip and fall,
and fall and fall,
until i burst through the Ocean.
I feel no tears now,
Im choking through and through,
Fish swim beside me,
with nothing to say,
but i see it in their face,
'I wish i could help you..'
I reply back and to my despair,
nothing but a moan shrieks out,
i see a light,
burning bright,
yet i continue to look down.
The Darkness is great,
it swollows me up,
clear out of sight,
the fish follow me down,
where there is no light.
The one thing that i treasured most,
is now,
nowhere to be found....
Oh how i wish, God, that it would have just reached out for me....
Are sacrifices for nothing..............
It never turned its back on me,
but it did not shatter my bars,
Death did not seize me,
Destruction sat still,
They knew that my last hope,
could never be reached at all,
they knew,
that i would fall, and fall, and fall.
Well...I did, didnt I?
The Darkness scatters,
it dissipates all around,
the light groes bright,
and now the fish are all around.
I feel like a God,
yet i know im not,
the Ocean parts for me.
Death and Destruction are shocked.
'Was this possible?
We saw him fall,'
I reply,
Fuck you,
Fuck that,
FUCK ANYTHING!
The bars shatter,
everything is loose,
yet the one thing that i want,
is still nowhere to be found.