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[the_shanster]

You're a beautiful wreck now you're out of control
Crossing the double lines
You're a perfect disaster road to catastrophe
You don't stop for the signs
Heartbreak waiting to happen
Headlights cut through the rain
Tears hit the windshield
And I can't look away
Every mile gets you further away from the past
Feels like you're shattered and covered in

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[aproposentityx]

(Yawn)
Listen Good
I don't have nobody
But what I might feel are the sounds of sanity
Hoping what I hear, loops itself continuously
Then I wont be afraid
No No

[Chorus:]
Oh woah woah woah
Why must it feel so wrong when I try and do right, do right
Oh woah woah woah
Soaring through paradise when I'm closing my eyes
I'm, Mr. Solo Dolo
Oh Oh Oh
Oh Oh

Look at me
You tell me
Just what you see
Am I, someone whom, you may love, or enemy
Am I speakin' for, you and yours, or someone else
I need some answers
Yeah Yeah

[Chorus:]
Oh woah woah woah
Why must it feel so wrong when I try and do right, do right
Oh woah woah woah
Soaring through paradise when I'm closing my eyes
I'm, Mr. Solo Dolo
Oh Oh Oh
Oh Oh

My world turns
Flippin' the bird
To the ones who figure, me
Outkast no not the duo
Back at Shaker heights
When they knew
Though little brother was a strange one
Boo hoo
Cry me a river
Hey the look who
Try without an igloo
Cold cold world wasn't fit for me at, all
Look at where I stand at
Tall, Cutcha' my kid cudi bisohs
Mute mutha' fucka' back home
Quick pause
Gargle on my mayo
Look at me I bet I'm the one you think the feo
Floatin in my mind
No Sail
Ahoy
Ahoy

Listen Good
I don't need nobody
This is what you feel are the sounds of insanity
Hopin what I hear loops itself to finish me
No I wont be afraid
Hey Hey

[Chorus:]
Oh woh woah woah
Why must it feel so wrong when I try and do right, do right
Oh woah woah woah
Soaring through paradise when I'm closing my eyes
I'm, Mr. Solo Dolo

Why must it feel so right when i know that its wrong, its wrong
When will I ever learn from the words in my songs
I'm, Mr. Solo Dolo

I can only say I'm sorry a million times. And I know that is doesn't mean shit. I can stay up a thousand night and fill this journal with my feelings but that dosent ammoutn to shit compared to what I did to you. Danielle showed me that, she hurt me bad, like I hurt you, and I always knew I hurt you, but going through it being on the other end, showed me more ecaxtly what you went through, and that made me literally sick to my stomache. I've never entertained thought of suicide, but after she left, and I realized what I put you thought, I cane so close, wrote my note everything, if it wasn't for one of my best friends randomly showing up at my house, I wouldn't be here righ now, and that scares the living hell out of me.

I want to be friends with you
I want to be more then friends with you
I want to be with you, I want to be that guy
But It's selfish to think like that.

, I'd leave it all behind for a chance to be that guy for you again, just to be able to have a chance to make you smile, a real smile the kind of smile that no joke, no matter how funny can bring out, the kind of smile that says I'm in love.

I know you don't think about it like that, I really don't know what you think about it, or wven if you care to think about it. but I do, Probably too much. maybe I'm just obsessed, I'm sure most of your ex's have done this kind of thing, I guess it all biols to a lame ass pathetic cry out to be with you again?

Or maybe its just that I never got a feeling of closure from our relationship and I'm looking for that so I can move on?

I honestly don't know, I just don't. and that kills me, I'm always so decisive, I make a decision and i stick to it. But now, here, this situation has me all messed up. I'm not trying to put this on you, or say that you're doing this to me, you're not, I completly understand where you're coming from, I hurt you, and you're leery about letting me too close to you. that kills me. but I know I deserve it.

From what I did to you I deserve all this Failing out of APP, getting my DUI getting played by danielle, getting punched in the face. I know it's probably wierd, but I look at it all as some fucked up form of pennance for what I did to you.

I'm just a stupis crazy obsessed fool.
if you think I'm wrong then tell me.