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Literally, this is what i need. a sign. i know im not happy, yet i cant let go and break away and move on. I just keep waiting for things to change and they dont. im too much of an optimist sometimes. but when you invest so much time and energy into something, its hard to just say i give up. but i think im about to reach that point. I need something to say HEY do this and you'll be much happier... that would be perfect right about now. Im tired of being frustrated, and thinking i could be happier in a different situation, especially when the people that surround me know that too and it makes me feel ridiculous that i cant just say.... NO this isnt going to work anymore. its hard. i keep waiting for a miracle. for me to be enough.
I dont want to waste my time on something that i shouldnt and then regret it because i could have used that time to really make myself happy. but at what point is it considered a waste of time? i need like parameters or something. anything would help. arggggggh.
Where's my sign?
