A weekend without me
Some time ago my wife promised to help out her mother by taking her sister to court (she was busted for underage smoking) and that day was today (friday). It's a bit of a trip between here and there, so she left on Thursday night and planned to stay the weekend.
I've never felt so alone in all of my life.
Don't get me wrong, I've found some things to do. I saw "Superbad" with my step-sister and bugged my step-brother at work (I bailed on a friends bonfire because this took too long. Sucks, but what do you do?). I'll be going to a concert tomorrow night with a friend who is visiting from New York tomorrow. None of this is the same as being with my wife and the boys.
I probably should cancel my plans and go to be with her. After work tomorrow I should just go.
Can't do it. How do you bail on a friend who is flying in from out of town?
Fuck it. I'm going to bed. Sleep may not grant me the clarity of thought needed to help remind me that it's only a flipping weekend and I should man up and deal with it, but it will free me from the stress and loneliness until I wake.
Good night everybody.
I've never felt so alone in all of my life.
Don't get me wrong, I've found some things to do. I saw "Superbad" with my step-sister and bugged my step-brother at work (I bailed on a friends bonfire because this took too long. Sucks, but what do you do?). I'll be going to a concert tomorrow night with a friend who is visiting from New York tomorrow. None of this is the same as being with my wife and the boys.
I probably should cancel my plans and go to be with her. After work tomorrow I should just go.
Can't do it. How do you bail on a friend who is flying in from out of town?
Fuck it. I'm going to bed. Sleep may not grant me the clarity of thought needed to help remind me that it's only a flipping weekend and I should man up and deal with it, but it will free me from the stress and loneliness until I wake.
Good night everybody.