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I feel this gross, unwelcome emptiness right now. I can't find any person or object that really makes me feel whole. My parents are asleep. Today was a total blow minus the pooltime with Whitney earlier today (which I plan on doing as much as possible this summer).
I want to surround myself with good people and good energy.
I want to find someone I connect with on a musical basis and write and record some cool shit.
I want to learn more about recording and mixing.
I want more freedom.
I want real respect.
I want to meet someone.
I want to be loved.
I want to feel accomplished.
I want to make up my mind.
I want to be healthy.
I want to make something of myself.
I want this summer to be worth it.
Money has been worrying me lately. I lost my wallet sometime between the Feist concert and the next morning.
I need to stop writing this and sleep. This is getting ridiculous. Have a goodnight everyone.
I want to surround myself with good people and good energy.
I want to find someone I connect with on a musical basis and write and record some cool shit.
I want to learn more about recording and mixing.
I want more freedom.
I want real respect.
I want to meet someone.
I want to be loved.
I want to feel accomplished.
I want to make up my mind.
I want to be healthy.
I want to make something of myself.
I want this summer to be worth it.
Money has been worrying me lately. I lost my wallet sometime between the Feist concert and the next morning.
I need to stop writing this and sleep. This is getting ridiculous. Have a goodnight everyone.