Jun 01, 2004 22:02
shit, it has been a super long ass time since i have written in here. and if any of you care to know why, well one it has been because my computer has been working like crap for a hella of a long time and two i haven't been home much, and three i am just damn lazy.
but anyways, i am back now...
so yeah life hasn't been bad but it hasnt been to great either. i just recently, has a somewhat break down for a couple of weeks because i just couldn't handle alot of the pressure that has been going on in my life lately, but things are starting to get better. graduation is in like 2 days and i am freaking out, i just cant believe that high school is almost over, it is really mind boggling. i guess it just hasnt totally hit me yet that is all over, i wonder when it will.
it's really crazy to think that soon i will be living on my own, with out my mother bitching at me for one thing or another, it interesting to think that i will be able to finally be my indenpendent self without my family looking over my shoulder on every little damn thing i do...wow...