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So my friends have been ditching me lately..
Not inviting me to hangout..
Making me feel unwanted and it sucks.
& Its only been the past 2 weeks.
Like I met tons of people when I first got here but then just really hung out with that one group.
Their so cool and they're people that you want to know.
But then they joined surf club even though they dont surf and they totally changed.
They only hangout with the surf kids and they have their inside jokes and such.
Evan made me realize that still tagging along with them ..
Sitting at dinner with them and listening to them leave me out is why I hate it here.
They only WANTED to hangout with me when they were going out ..
They just needed a babysitter for their drunken state.
The feeling of being unwanted is horrible and is wearing me down.
SOOO last night I had dinner with Meghan.
Meghan only hung out once before but we clicked instantly.
I had such a great time and met a bunch of her friends.
& already I'm enjoying myself so much more.
This is going to be the first weekend since I've been here that I'm not going out with Sofia.
It's a little weird but I'm really excited for it.
I have plans all weekend .. including seeing my parents on Saturday =]
I really do miss home .. I havent been home in over 2 months.
& I wont be home for about a month.. =[
Thats a long time to go without sleeping in your own bed.
SO all in all.
Things are looking up.
I'm branching out.
Hanging with a new crowd.
=]
Not inviting me to hangout..
Making me feel unwanted and it sucks.
& Its only been the past 2 weeks.
Like I met tons of people when I first got here but then just really hung out with that one group.
Their so cool and they're people that you want to know.
But then they joined surf club even though they dont surf and they totally changed.
They only hangout with the surf kids and they have their inside jokes and such.
Evan made me realize that still tagging along with them ..
Sitting at dinner with them and listening to them leave me out is why I hate it here.
They only WANTED to hangout with me when they were going out ..
They just needed a babysitter for their drunken state.
The feeling of being unwanted is horrible and is wearing me down.
SOOO last night I had dinner with Meghan.
Meghan only hung out once before but we clicked instantly.
I had such a great time and met a bunch of her friends.
& already I'm enjoying myself so much more.
This is going to be the first weekend since I've been here that I'm not going out with Sofia.
It's a little weird but I'm really excited for it.
I have plans all weekend .. including seeing my parents on Saturday =]
I really do miss home .. I havent been home in over 2 months.
& I wont be home for about a month.. =[
Thats a long time to go without sleeping in your own bed.
SO all in all.
Things are looking up.
I'm branching out.
Hanging with a new crowd.
=]