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Thinking about college and leaving my friends doesn’t make me sad because we’re all starting a new chapter in our lives and beginning that future that we’ve heard so much about. But last night, saying goodbye to Lauren was one of the hardest things for me. She’s going soooo far away and going to a place where all her family lives and that makes me think I wont see her really .. & she and I are soo close .. & shes the first one to go & its wayyy before all of us. I don’t like it. I normally don’t get to close to people so when it comes to saying goodbye it doesn’t really matter to me but leaving Lauren broke my heart .. I cried and thought about how much I’m gunna miss her. Yesterday was my last time seeing her until I don’t know when. I cant wait to go though. I’m one of the last ones to leave and by that time all my friends will have started school and I just need to go and meet people and start college and move on .. I really don’t wanna say bye to Tricia though .. that is gunna be the hardest. But people like her and Lauren will most likely keep in touch soo its not gunna be that bad in the end.
This past weekend was my last event as a Young Colonial. I feel like I was waiting for that day to come for years but now that it came and past it almost makes me sad. I was part of it for 6 years .. practices, parades, musters .. it’s the people I’m gunna miss. Being part of that corp is like another family. Cat cried when she gave me my scholarship and she gave me a huge hug and I almost cried. It felt so good to march with the YC alumni though and I like marching with the adults, they don’t nag and annoy me .. maybe I will join a senior corp. I think that would be good for me .. stay with the people I know while playing music I love and having the great time I always have at musters and such. Leaving Amanda was the hardest but next year she leaves and then maybe she can join the Regulators with me and we’ll be together again. && I’m sure shes the only one I’ll really see from the corp cuz she and I hangout all the time. I’m gunna miss it .. but it’s bittersweet.
This past weekend was my last event as a Young Colonial. I feel like I was waiting for that day to come for years but now that it came and past it almost makes me sad. I was part of it for 6 years .. practices, parades, musters .. it’s the people I’m gunna miss. Being part of that corp is like another family. Cat cried when she gave me my scholarship and she gave me a huge hug and I almost cried. It felt so good to march with the YC alumni though and I like marching with the adults, they don’t nag and annoy me .. maybe I will join a senior corp. I think that would be good for me .. stay with the people I know while playing music I love and having the great time I always have at musters and such. Leaving Amanda was the hardest but next year she leaves and then maybe she can join the Regulators with me and we’ll be together again. && I’m sure shes the only one I’ll really see from the corp cuz she and I hangout all the time. I’m gunna miss it .. but it’s bittersweet.