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hey all,
in my last post i told you all that i was going to ask sara to go out with me after she got back from S.F. so i did yesterday, i am so bad at asking people out god i suck at it so much lol. i can tell people how i feel about them but damn when it comes to asking a person out i freak out and get all nervous. i tell you exactly what i said " hey umm on saturday i know we talked about going out and stuff." " yeah" " well i have been thinking about it all week and i was wondering will you go out with me?" " yeah of course i will, is that all you wanted to talk to me about?" "well yeah but i also wanted to tell you im going to miss you these next four day." well the rest of it is for me and her to know only but incase you are thinking dirty nothing like that or any talk like that happened but i would perfer not to talk about the rest of it so there. anyways she left to S.F. today and i feel so horribly sad. but it was awesome i got a hug from her yesterday before she left and omg that was the greatest hug i have ever gotten i didnt want to let go. i almost cried when she left. well today would of been miserable for me today but something awesome happened i was walking home from school and i ran into my ex's new boyfriend and we know eachother cuz i taught him to surf and like he says you are a dumb mother f@#$%^ for leaving her you know that and i was all you can think that but give it a few months and youll do the samething. he got so f-ing pissed he took a swing at him and hit me in the side and i laughed at him. i was like you call that a hit i take harder beating from girls. he took like three more swings at me and i just stood there and took them cuz it wasnt doing very much. i finally said dude give it up you are doing much damage. he was like fine lets see what you can do. i told him i didnt want to hurt him but he insisted so i gave him one blow to the stomach and he fell to his knees he got back up with watery eyes and said that didnt do much try again. i tried walking away but he punched me in the back so i swung around and gave him a left hook striaght to the face. he went down hard and he stayed down. you know he messed with me on the wrong freaking day it was his own fault. i was already mad that i cant talk to sara for the next four days and he was the outlet for my anger :) well ill go now
in my last post i told you all that i was going to ask sara to go out with me after she got back from S.F. so i did yesterday, i am so bad at asking people out god i suck at it so much lol. i can tell people how i feel about them but damn when it comes to asking a person out i freak out and get all nervous. i tell you exactly what i said " hey umm on saturday i know we talked about going out and stuff." " yeah" " well i have been thinking about it all week and i was wondering will you go out with me?" " yeah of course i will, is that all you wanted to talk to me about?" "well yeah but i also wanted to tell you im going to miss you these next four day." well the rest of it is for me and her to know only but incase you are thinking dirty nothing like that or any talk like that happened but i would perfer not to talk about the rest of it so there. anyways she left to S.F. today and i feel so horribly sad. but it was awesome i got a hug from her yesterday before she left and omg that was the greatest hug i have ever gotten i didnt want to let go. i almost cried when she left. well today would of been miserable for me today but something awesome happened i was walking home from school and i ran into my ex's new boyfriend and we know eachother cuz i taught him to surf and like he says you are a dumb mother f@#$%^ for leaving her you know that and i was all you can think that but give it a few months and youll do the samething. he got so f-ing pissed he took a swing at him and hit me in the side and i laughed at him. i was like you call that a hit i take harder beating from girls. he took like three more swings at me and i just stood there and took them cuz it wasnt doing very much. i finally said dude give it up you are doing much damage. he was like fine lets see what you can do. i told him i didnt want to hurt him but he insisted so i gave him one blow to the stomach and he fell to his knees he got back up with watery eyes and said that didnt do much try again. i tried walking away but he punched me in the back so i swung around and gave him a left hook striaght to the face. he went down hard and he stayed down. you know he messed with me on the wrong freaking day it was his own fault. i was already mad that i cant talk to sara for the next four days and he was the outlet for my anger :) well ill go now