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well i bet you guys are getting sick of me changing my mind every other day, but this is the last time i promise, i decided that i am going to tell sara, no matter how freaking scared i am i have to. i cant stop thinking about her, i can hardly stand not being around her. she means so much to me i would be a freaking idiot if i didnt at least try to do something about it, thank you Dani for helping me and suffering with all my mind change. thank you too tina you have been a very big help to me also. im not exactly sure what im going to say, i keep running what i think is going to happen through my head but i can garuntee it will turn out nothing like it so no point in me trying to reherse what i want to say. i know that those three little words scare her away but its the only way i can think of that could truley express how i feel about her. ive never thought about someone every minute of the day for two weeks, ive never worried about making a fool in front of anyone else but her.i close my eyes and i see her smile i lay in the dead of night and i can hear her laugh. i stare off into space and i see her there staring right back at me. she has a right to know how i truley feel about her and i need to tell her before i have lost the chance and had a mental breakdown. im afraid to tell her im afraid of what she might say. i heard the greatest quote today here it goes "art is not just paintings and drawing, death and destruction can be an art form too,just beware when i paint my masterpiece." -ME yes i made it i think it is an awesome qoute. yes it is a little demented but what else do you expect from me. anyways what its trying to say everyone can be a great artist we just have to find our subject. i know i completely changed subjects sorry. umm well that all i got to say for now stay tuned to find out what happens on the next episode of A DAY IN MY LIFE.
well i bet you guys are getting sick of me changing my mind every other day, but this is the last time i promise, i decided that i am going to tell sara, no matter how freaking scared i am i have to. i cant stop thinking about her, i can hardly stand not being around her. she means so much to me i would be a freaking idiot if i didnt at least try to do something about it, thank you Dani for helping me and suffering with all my mind change. thank you too tina you have been a very big help to me also. im not exactly sure what im going to say, i keep running what i think is going to happen through my head but i can garuntee it will turn out nothing like it so no point in me trying to reherse what i want to say. i know that those three little words scare her away but its the only way i can think of that could truley express how i feel about her. ive never thought about someone every minute of the day for two weeks, ive never worried about making a fool in front of anyone else but her.i close my eyes and i see her smile i lay in the dead of night and i can hear her laugh. i stare off into space and i see her there staring right back at me. she has a right to know how i truley feel about her and i need to tell her before i have lost the chance and had a mental breakdown. im afraid to tell her im afraid of what she might say. i heard the greatest quote today here it goes "art is not just paintings and drawing, death and destruction can be an art form too,just beware when i paint my masterpiece." -ME yes i made it i think it is an awesome qoute. yes it is a little demented but what else do you expect from me. anyways what its trying to say everyone can be a great artist we just have to find our subject. i know i completely changed subjects sorry. umm well that all i got to say for now stay tuned to find out what happens on the next episode of A DAY IN MY LIFE.