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hey everyone
well today was ok i went to the maytime band review and my school placed second not bad i guess. i really miss being in band, i had fun. well i hung out with sara and rachel while i was there, they are in the band, and it was ok, i been thinking alot today and of course that isnt a good thing for me, i dont think im going to ask sara out, there is no real point to. as soon as graduation comes and goes things are going to change. i wont see her as much since we are going to diffrent colleges. she will be going to the college with the guy she's liked since 8th grade and will probably end up with him anyways and ill be up at grossmont by myself and that will be the end of that. it really sucks but thats how life is i guess. i guess i always knew it would never work, i always figured id be alone for a long time, and no i dont regret breaking up with my girlfriend incase any of you were thinking that. but i do hate the lonliness at night when im alone with my thoughts. well anyways just wanted to let you all know thats what ive decided to do bye,
well today was ok i went to the maytime band review and my school placed second not bad i guess. i really miss being in band, i had fun. well i hung out with sara and rachel while i was there, they are in the band, and it was ok, i been thinking alot today and of course that isnt a good thing for me, i dont think im going to ask sara out, there is no real point to. as soon as graduation comes and goes things are going to change. i wont see her as much since we are going to diffrent colleges. she will be going to the college with the guy she's liked since 8th grade and will probably end up with him anyways and ill be up at grossmont by myself and that will be the end of that. it really sucks but thats how life is i guess. i guess i always knew it would never work, i always figured id be alone for a long time, and no i dont regret breaking up with my girlfriend incase any of you were thinking that. but i do hate the lonliness at night when im alone with my thoughts. well anyways just wanted to let you all know thats what ive decided to do bye,