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my wisdom teeth huuuurt ... :( bad.
So, Ive been hangin' out with my boo* again..
Sort of scared.. I dont want to get hurt again... Tryin' to figure out how to solve our problems.. so were not dating.. but uuugh I want to be! ..I dont want to just be dragged along forever!
I WOULD LIKE TO GO HOME AND VISIT!!
its not fair.. I miss everyone!! I just want to visit!!
...ugh.. sometimes I start to think about all the wrong* that has happened in the past..
like him messin with other girls and deciding to keep it a secret instead of be truthful..
but damn, when i do find out the truth .. im not gonna lie.. IT HURTS LIKE HELL! :[
Maybe he's not the one.. .but then again maybe he is.. and things will start beign lots and lots better...
but if he's not.. why am i wasting my time.. ..........................................................blah
memory lane: Last halloween when justin came to visit --lets not even remember that.. TRY TO FORGET TRY TO FORGET .. bad memories.
I CANT SLEEPPPPP ...:(