i hate my fucking job

[the_saint311]

The subject line alone is enough, but to keep beating a dead horse...I hate my fucking job. The last time I was there, I was there for four years. I left completely hating it. I loved my co-workers, but hated everything else. I had to come back because I could not find anything else. Since I have been back, I have been constantly sending out resumes with no good results. I either get offered the same amount or less for a job that is twice as far. The few jobs where I get offered more money, and it's never more than a dollar an hour, are really far away and there is no way my car could hold out till I get the new one. There are job postings still up from when I was looking heavily back in November and December of last year. I thought I might be able to handle this job again, but I can't. I am losing my mind. The WORST part is that we are about to lose two employees and a supervisor. The two employees leaving means more work and stress for everybody else, with the same pay and the supervisor leaving is a huge hit. He lets me get away with shit, he is lenient, and he is not afraid to stand up to the boss when she is being a bitch. With him gone, everyone will suffer. The two other supervisors next in line suck. One is a coward and the other is a royal pain in the ass with sever napoleonic complex. NO ONE in the office can't stand looking at her, much less working with her. I am losing my mind more and more everyday. If I don't get out soon, I'm gonna climb to the top of the building and smoke a cigarette. Then, I'll climb back down and quit. What doesn't kill us only makes us stronger, but if we can't withstand the blow?

P.S. On a side note, there is a fellow LJ'er out there looking for extras in a TV pilot that is being shot. So, if anyone is interested in getting cast and then being told you're not cast and you're not good enough, be sure to keep in contact.

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