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My head is in all sorts of funky places.
Can't really explain it and do it justice.
I'm really annoyed with myself though.
Complaining and never really listening.
I feel pretty bad for asking people to talk with me, then not taking their advice.
Makes me a pretty shitty person.
But by not talking about it... it gets worse, you know?
I don't trust him anymore.
That's for damn sure.
And I didn't need any advice for that.
I can't stand being around him when he is with his friends.
I don't know how I should be treating him.
I don't really care.
I will not cheat on him, but I don't quite see myself being with him past the summer.
Ugh
Life sucks.
It really does.
Shitty ass parents.
Confused, doesn't really act like he cares, would much rather hang out with other people then me, boyfriend.
Disappearing friends.
Anxious techers.
Horrible projects.
Can't really explain it and do it justice.
I'm really annoyed with myself though.
Complaining and never really listening.
I feel pretty bad for asking people to talk with me, then not taking their advice.
Makes me a pretty shitty person.
But by not talking about it... it gets worse, you know?
I don't trust him anymore.
That's for damn sure.
And I didn't need any advice for that.
I can't stand being around him when he is with his friends.
I don't know how I should be treating him.
I don't really care.
I will not cheat on him, but I don't quite see myself being with him past the summer.
Ugh
Life sucks.
It really does.
Shitty ass parents.
Confused, doesn't really act like he cares, would much rather hang out with other people then me, boyfriend.
Disappearing friends.
Anxious techers.
Horrible projects.