not you too!
remember the guy I'm too good for? He sent me this:
I didnt reconise you in your pictures.
i remeber you well, i wanted too make love too you soo bad at that halloween party
but we didnt and i was sad,
it be lovely if we did, write me again your special.
what you doing tommarrow??
can i see you??
yeah, it's creepy, but of course I'm flattered to think someone would want to fuck me. Even if it's a guy who does a lot of drugs. I mentioned him to Erick and Hayley, both explained how he's "bad news". My low self-esteem is creating a feeling of "eh, maybe he's not THAT bad" but I know I should stay away.
Little Birds took me only 2 days to read. For my birthday, feel free to buy me any more of her books, the erotica would be preferred.
I remember when this boy I used to date would write "I just want a hug." in his entries and I would feel badly. Now I know that must have felt. I want comfort and assurance, but almost every person I've created a relationship with here has either ended or will end. None of this is constant, none of this is set in stone and will remain with me forever. I'm just left with memories, most of which are bitter and angry because I was left, abandoned, by my own doing. I have hurt those I love, I have started friendships with unstable people and ended those friendships, I've scared off and irritated countless kids. As I sat at a red light today, I realized I'm a bad person.
I don't deserve much of anything.
I broke a plate today by heating it up too much on accident. I didnt mean for that burner to turn on. My brother would not cease his dumbass noises. I was extremely irritated and wanted to smash his head into the wall, just as I had done when we were younger and the walls were thinner. Nevertheless, I reminded myself that I'm not in my second year of community college and taking algebra. Fucking asshole.
I didnt reconise you in your pictures.
i remeber you well, i wanted too make love too you soo bad at that halloween party
but we didnt and i was sad,
it be lovely if we did, write me again your special.
what you doing tommarrow??
can i see you??
yeah, it's creepy, but of course I'm flattered to think someone would want to fuck me. Even if it's a guy who does a lot of drugs. I mentioned him to Erick and Hayley, both explained how he's "bad news". My low self-esteem is creating a feeling of "eh, maybe he's not THAT bad" but I know I should stay away.
Little Birds took me only 2 days to read. For my birthday, feel free to buy me any more of her books, the erotica would be preferred.
I remember when this boy I used to date would write "I just want a hug." in his entries and I would feel badly. Now I know that must have felt. I want comfort and assurance, but almost every person I've created a relationship with here has either ended or will end. None of this is constant, none of this is set in stone and will remain with me forever. I'm just left with memories, most of which are bitter and angry because I was left, abandoned, by my own doing. I have hurt those I love, I have started friendships with unstable people and ended those friendships, I've scared off and irritated countless kids. As I sat at a red light today, I realized I'm a bad person.
I don't deserve much of anything.
I broke a plate today by heating it up too much on accident. I didnt mean for that burner to turn on. My brother would not cease his dumbass noises. I was extremely irritated and wanted to smash his head into the wall, just as I had done when we were younger and the walls were thinner. Nevertheless, I reminded myself that I'm not in my second year of community college and taking algebra. Fucking asshole.