Tristan writing in a journal!?!?!?!?!?! WTF!?!?!?!
I know I said I would never ever write in this thing, but im gonna take that back. I still probably wont write in this but I just feel like I need to get some things out in the open. I hate being put in awkward situations where I feel like I have to choose between friends. I hate that so many times I am forced into these situations when they could so easily be resolved. I hate being looked at as a sellout because I choose to hang out with someone. I feel like im being looked at as a bad guy for not wantng to screw over my friend. Ive been screwed over by way to many "friends" in my life to let me ever do it to one of mine. While im at it, I have to say people really dont seem to understand what friendship really is anymore. It amazes me at how quick people can screw over their friends and act like nothing is wrong. Another thing that alot of people are doing these days that I could never see myself doing is dating their friends ex-girlfriend. Yea their are some exceptions, but in most situations I just dont think it should be done. People really need to look at the big picture. Whats more important, a good friend, or a girl thats probably not even gonna last. To some people I guess its the girl. Amazing......