SPILL THE BEANS! i can't take it anymore!

[the_ruby_shoes]

i'm sick of secrets. i'm sick of lieing. i'm sick of wanting to share my stories & having to bite my tongue.

i am my own person. it is my heart. is is my mistake if it goes wrong. it is my life & i will do what makes me happy.

i've been in love for seven months. i've been in a relationship for seven months. i love him like i never imagined was possible. we do the dishes together. we fall asleep together. we have bubble baths together. we hold hands together. we are in love together.

if people judge me then they are not my friends. if people whisper then i will not listen. i have been bashed enough...be happy that i've found one who actually cares.

he cuddles me when i'm grumpy. he kisses my cheecks to dry my tears. he holds me tight when we fall asleep on a saturday night. he stands up for me. he listens to me. he calls me just before he goes to bed & makes a big smoochy kissing sound and says goodnight i love you baby. & when we get grumpy with eachother he calls me with our song playing in the background and sings it to me until we are both crying love sick little puppies.

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he is ten years older than me.

deal with it.
i am not a baby.

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