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it's funny when you break down all the little things that happen in 24 hours to create a day. how there's so many different things...happy things...sad things...and well...just plain weird things.
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eg. was walking through australia fair yesterday & some old guy came up to me and asked me if i wanted to go to heaven. when i shurgged my shoulders and kept walking he chased after me waving a piece of paper which was apparently a letter to me from jesus. i eventually lost him and later on saw him being taken away by security.
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on a more sane note [kinda] i saw scissor sisters last night. was just what i needed as a distraction...to sing & dance away the blues. i was so close to the stage that i could feel their sweat spin off them as they sung & jake threw a cup of water at me which was pretty funny...and refreshing. sneaky sound system was the support band & later on they each kissed me on the cheek. hot stuff baby.
but now it's back to reality.
chad had surgery at midnight last night. after three hours he was back in the ward. but the doctor has yet to come back and see him and the nurses won't say what they did. he's sick & drousy and can't tell if he's still got his toes or not as his leg is all bandaged up again [thankfully]. i'll be going up to see him after he's had some time to sleep. all this hospital time isn't much fun. but he's my biggest brother. he was always the one who put bandaids on my scratches as a kid so the least i can do is give something back & be there for him.
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on another note, it's 22s birthday today. i wish i could be there with him but i can't be. it sucks alot...but we wrongfully celebrated yesterday. whoops.
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anyways. that's enough pointless babble.
i just needed someone...or something to talk to.
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eg. was walking through australia fair yesterday & some old guy came up to me and asked me if i wanted to go to heaven. when i shurgged my shoulders and kept walking he chased after me waving a piece of paper which was apparently a letter to me from jesus. i eventually lost him and later on saw him being taken away by security.
.
on a more sane note [kinda] i saw scissor sisters last night. was just what i needed as a distraction...to sing & dance away the blues. i was so close to the stage that i could feel their sweat spin off them as they sung & jake threw a cup of water at me which was pretty funny...and refreshing. sneaky sound system was the support band & later on they each kissed me on the cheek. hot stuff baby.
but now it's back to reality.
chad had surgery at midnight last night. after three hours he was back in the ward. but the doctor has yet to come back and see him and the nurses won't say what they did. he's sick & drousy and can't tell if he's still got his toes or not as his leg is all bandaged up again [thankfully]. i'll be going up to see him after he's had some time to sleep. all this hospital time isn't much fun. but he's my biggest brother. he was always the one who put bandaids on my scratches as a kid so the least i can do is give something back & be there for him.
.
on another note, it's 22s birthday today. i wish i could be there with him but i can't be. it sucks alot...but we wrongfully celebrated yesterday. whoops.
.
anyways. that's enough pointless babble.
i just needed someone...or something to talk to.