where i am now
life. It's what i've been up to for the past five months now. I guess i'm being all nostalgic because i heard Against Me's walking is still honest. It really reminds me of baton rouge. It reminds me of a time before all the things of the last couple of months, before the appartment, before the dorms, before mary, before ULL before almost everything i have now. What a long way i've come in the last couple of months. Classes are going to be kinda bitchy this semester but i really don't mind. Life is odd though. I mean, it doesnt feel real, mostly because lots of staple things from my old life are now totally absent... Living full time here is kind of a weird thing. I have a lot of people that i know, but very few that i am actually close to. My roomates are really cool, but honestly, they are my only real guy friends. I have a metric shitton of female friends, and that's cool too, but i kinda miss hanging out with the guys. Man, i never thought i would say this, but i miss the time when it was as simple as me, matt, alan, and adam wasting our days at the gameworx together. But i wouldn't give up what i have now to go back to the shitty job at W/D and living at home. never. I love being on my own. and really, none of you (baton rouge people, almost all of you are) would beleive how much i've changed.