Dec 14, 2009 10:20
No interwebs at the new hizzy + a busted-ass laptop = a very unhappy Sonia. We're cool now, though.
I think I'm a little depressed again, probably a side effect of being really really really stressed for several reasons. I'm really ready to turn it around though, I think. I've been neglecting everything I love doing, acting like a total dick half the time, and my health is in the gutter. I want to be 100% Sonia again...that's a really nice feeling. Wish me luck - it's gonna require scrounging up a lot more courage than I currently possess.
Yesterday I drove behind a guy in a black pickup who had a single huge bumper sticker reading "SHUT UP HIPPIES." At the next intersection I got in front of him so he could read MY bumper stickers. He read them and scowled at me in my mirror. I turned right around and blew him a kiss. He went scarlet. He was a fairly young guy with a bewildered, stubbly face. He was really cute when he blushed.
Good Lord, Christmas is coming.
I know I can do better and be better and feel better, and I promise myself that I'm going to try, starting right this moment. ...I guess that means I need to get up and clean house.
I love you more than you'll ever know.
feelings,
life