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[the_rope_trick]

I don't know what to do anymore, I haven't spoken to you in so long, or have even seen you in a couple months, but it feels like it was just yesterday you left, I'm not gonna lie I'm still shaking, but I know your happy starting your new life without me in it, and I don't wanna fuck that up for you. This just sucks that I thought this was what I

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[iamnokiller]

how much could you possibly miss me if you keep trying to get with mel? or you were talking to alysha? and all the other girls? you know, it makes me sick to think about all the times I called you out about staring at Mel and being obsessed with her boobs and flirting with her, and you had the nerve to deny it until you were blue in the face (much like you did everything else) and now you're trying to fuck her. And I was supposed to have trusted you while we were dating when really you were thinking about doing that the entire time? it makes me ill to think you can say you miss me and do those things in the same breath.

[the_rope_trick]

What am I supposed to do lianna? Everyday I think about you, and everyday I have to deal with the fact that you are in another relationship, everyday I have to cope with the fact that ill never be able to kiss you or hold your hand, or cuddle, or ever have another chance for that matter. I'm trying to keep my composure and move on, but I can't. I know how much I've hurt you, and I guess the reason I miss you so much is because you ment more to me then I could ever show you.

[the_rope_trick]

I just wish I could sit and talk with you

[iamnokiller]

bullshit on so many levels. i was never enough for you and i was never the girl you wanted, you made that clear the entire time we dated. and now i get to think about how when we had parties at the apartment and other girls were over, you went to bed with me but that's really what you were thinking about. fuck off.

[iamnokiller]

Oh and get your own friends and stop going out of your way to talk to mine because you never did before. Most of them can't stand you anyway.

[the_rope_trick]

Li you can keep your friends they're all fake like you anyway

[the_rope_trick]

I guess what I'm trying to say is, I miss you, and I can't forget you, I just don't know what I'm doing anymore