Get your head straight, before its too late
Im not goin to ask for sympathy because i deserve none, im tired of this town, this state, this east coast or at least North east, I need a fresh start where no one knows me and knows about me, I need a change of scenery, a change of live, I think im going to head to a different state for a while, because everything sucks, my head is too crowded, ive decided to make decisions for me, and not care how it will affect anyone because quite frankly no one can make a mess like i can, i can take something so perfect and destroy it, i need to get away, i need to start growing up, and i have said this before but have done nothing about it, but thats going to change, i have shit to live for, i wanna try being a nomad and just living life as it comes, because i have come to realize i am not motivated in the least and living to survive is the only way to break the shell i have developed, i dont know what will happen out there, or if anything will happen with me not being here, but what i do no is nothing is going to happen if I stay in this shit state