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[the_river_nymph]

today is like every other day
except the empty space inside me
this is the right thing
but that doesn't make it easy
i miss you
i love you

i wish i could cry
i wish i knew how to act and what to say
pretending things are fine seems... wrong
but breaking down seems so much worse
and moping is anyoying
so i suppose today will be like every other day
and i'll be happy
only because there isn't any other way to be

winter is so much colder here
even more so now that you are gone