watch out. time to vent.

Jun 17, 2004 18:50

sorry folks, this is directed to one person, and one person only. if you ever read this, u'll know who you are. pay attention to my use of words. even the ones that seem insignificant have a meaning.

i dont know how to start. im pretty fucking pissed off right now. i mean, how dare u call me antisocial. fuck you for saying that and fuck you for saying that i hate my "own kind". im no hitler you idiot. omfg youre so ignorant. u will never understand will u? in which case, i dont see why its so difficult for you to see where im coming from, when you yourself used to be just like me. i swear, i dont even know you anymore. its so weird how much youve changed. frankly, i dont think you even consider me as a friend anymore.

im not fucking antisocial. i realize that i seem like that sometimes, but damn it, ive made choices for my life. from the beginning, i made a choice to be friends with only people who will never be too drunk to help me out when i need them. yes, i know theyre not all like that, but those are the people they are around 24/7 and i dont wanna take that risk. i can truthfully tell you, that yes, some of those people, i would be ok being friends with, but not the rest of the "family". also, how can you fucking say that i hate filipinos? my god, are they the whole filipino population?! no, damn it, theyre not. i get along with the filipinos that i choose to get along with. im not incapable of it, i simply choose not to bother.

im not blind. i know more than you think i do. and im sorry, but drinking bacardis in a dark room full of already drunk guys is not my kind of party. if its yours, then enjoy, but ive got better things to do with my life than telling a guy to keep chugging beer when he may just end up driving home drunk.

GAAH. whatever. screw this.
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