Shut Me Out, You'll fit In Real Well
Its hasnt been like, FOREVER since i last updated... seriously, It's not like I have a life. I have all the time in the world to update this silly thing, I just, don't. Well anyways. I realised that I am not that great of a brother. My brother is having relationship problems. His girlfriend broke up with him after 2 and 1/2 months, then they got back together, she said she wanted a relationship and all this shit, she tore my brothers heart to pieces. I fuckin hate that bitch ass cunt.
Speaking of bitch ass cunts how about Jeff Landry. I love this kid. I actually have never even spoken more than 3 words to him. BUT he thinks he knows me really well I guess. He talks shit about me at the mountain, to Christine, and makes her want to cry, and makes her feel like shit. He says that I am gay, and a bunch of other shit I guess. It really upsets Christine, so she got really pissed and cried and slapped him or sumthing the other night. And Tony(her big bro) came over too and bitched him out. If I ever see that kid, in school or not, I am gunna beat him to death, revive him, then beat him to death a little slower. I have never said anything or done anything to this kid. And I dunno where he gets off thinking that he knows ANYTHING about me. So his bitch ass better keep its syphillis fucking shit eating self away from me or else hes fuckin next.
And I hope his friends read this and tell him, cuz I would love nuthing more than for him to confront and taunt ME rather than Christine. She doesnt deserve anything like that, and If I were there, his supervisor wouldnt have any need to have fired him, cuz he would be collecting disability for the rest of his shitty life.
so theres the end of that rant.
I went to see my therapist today. We talked about how I am a registered genius. You may laugh, but its true. I took these tests at school and I was high average in almos everything, except for the memory part, which I scored a SUPERIOR in. That made me feel real good. I always new I was one of the smartest kids I new, but now I have the proof. I smile :-)...
Besides that we talked about my family and stuff, which ended up carrying over into the night. I played Yahtzee with my mother and brother, and I talked to my mom about it. S'all good.
And not to get back onto a dead horse, but, Jim is really pissing me and Christine off. He says he has to work tomorrow. UHM... is it just me or is tomorrow a holiday? I may be cnfused about it, but most places, including friggen LIBRARIES are going to be closed, no? But thats the excuse he used tonight. Last night it was he was staying in, but we found him picking up Shauna at work, sitting there for an hour waiting for her. Then later on parking in front of her house, doing WHO KNOWS WHAT...ew.
Anways, lets talk happy stuff. uhm... Me and Christine are going to prom. I got the tickets, she has her dress, I am getting my tux sometime soon. And I am playing on the Varsity Volleyball team too. Funny thing is, I never played volleyball seriously before in my life, and all I have heard from the other players is how good I am. they dont believe that I have never really played before. My brother is playing too, which is awesome. Me and my brother together on a sports team USUALLY equals domination. But we'll see.
I really want my brother to get a good girlfriend. NO not a good girlfriend, a GREAT girlfriend. I had a great girlfriend freshman year. It changed my entire life. I am gunna start looking out for my brother. I want us to have a relationship like Christine and Tony have. It seems awesome, being able to talk and hang out all the time. I want that. So I am gunna work on it. I just keep thinking to myself, that little dumb saying from the Doritos commercial... If Not Now When? I dont like how apart we are, I want to be closer to him, I want that brotherly comradery that we should have. Maybe Volleyball will help. HaHa, you should have heard him being on my side tonight during Yahtzee. It went sumthing like this...
Me- "Why can't Christine sleep over here, You already know we have sex"
Mom- "Cuz I dont approve of it, and I rather just know about it so you do it safe and dont sneak around and get std's, I like knowing about it but I don't like that you do it"
Coulter- "Yeah you already know they do it, and if they do it here you will know they are being safe about it"
It was really quite amusing, It went on into some interesting details, and my mom covering her ears and saying "lalalala" but I'm not getting into it haha.
Tonight was a good night. I hope Christines is going good too. It wasnt very good when I talked to her, but maybe things are going good at Charlenes.
I guess I will find out when I call her tomorrow. but thats all for now. I am going to make more tea and uhm, watch more CSI, probably with Coult.
GO UW MILWAUKEE!!!!!
<3! CkD