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so I am incredibly happy with the way life is these days. Even though the travelling sucked, things are so good these days. I miss my great grandmother, and I DID cry at the funeral. I saw my Unlce Jimmy and my PopPop cryingand it was too much, I cried too. Oh well. not as solid as i thought i was...
Besides that, yes the Pats did win the Super Bowl(AGAIN). Thats good news.
I got really high the other night. It has changed my whole perspective on drugs. Basically, I dont plan on SMOKING anything, ever again. I probably will, but im not going to get stuff for myself, i will just bum a ciggarette or 2 from someone a day if possible. I really do want to quit. As for weed, I am through with it. Its to unpredictable for me. I like control i guess. Drinking, I can control how drunk I get really. I know by how many drinks i have how i am gunna feel. But I got so high, I puked 3 times, I embarressed myself in front of my friends. I made a bad choice and I paid. So I officially have learned my lesson.
Me and Christine are better than ever. This Valentines Day thing is swell. Today I got her flowers, and thats just to hold her over till I get her the REAL gift. :-D!! I am soo pumped about that, I know she is gunna love it. When I was buying the flowers today, Kelly Edwardson saw me and smiled and waved and I felt so good, she knew i was doing good, its good to be good i guess lol. I was so afraid of commitment ever since freshman year, but I have that sense of commitment again, and it has given me higher motivation. I am doing better in school and I am planning ahead. I have contacted many colleges that I have recieved mail from and the such. Christine, somehow, has got my life back on a good track. I am very pleased. I am in love again, and for those of you who have been before, you know there is nothing like it.
So I got sidetracked, yeah I got Christine flowers for now, and from her I recieved to containers of candy and a squishy pillow which I love! Its the best. Last night I slept over at christines. LoL. I slept on the floor till about 6 am and then I hopped in bed with her and since i was wide awake i rubbed her hair and kissed her on the head while she slept. At one point she had a bad dream and started twitching and made a little noise and woke up and her eyes connected with mine and it was nice :-). I took her to work this morning then visited her when she got home tonight. We just basically layed around cuz we were tired. We are gunna hang out again tomorrow, cuz it is a big day haha. Im pumped 8-). I am eating gummy bears ! mmmm!
My family is doing good. coulter and his gf are in a bit of a quirrel, but it happens.
Mom and Melinda are getting along again, its a pleasent change from the arguing that has mainly been going on these past few months. I think my great grandmothers death kinda "real world bitch slapped" us all.
I almost forgot! Jizmos B-Day party was fun. we ate a lot and he got a lot of presents. He is a HUGGGE!! Nightmare before Xmas fan, so I got him a window cling of Jack and some candy canes and a Pantera sticker and a card that has a lot of bull haha! I discovered that Kevin Stuart is one of the coolest people anyone could know. He is awesome duude! Me and him are gunna start hanging out some more, its good times. AHHH! the splendor of life. I know this wonderful euphoria wont last forever so i am taking it all in now. MMMMHMMMM!
so I hope everyone is as happy as me sometimes this week. !
<3 CkD
Besides that, yes the Pats did win the Super Bowl(AGAIN). Thats good news.
I got really high the other night. It has changed my whole perspective on drugs. Basically, I dont plan on SMOKING anything, ever again. I probably will, but im not going to get stuff for myself, i will just bum a ciggarette or 2 from someone a day if possible. I really do want to quit. As for weed, I am through with it. Its to unpredictable for me. I like control i guess. Drinking, I can control how drunk I get really. I know by how many drinks i have how i am gunna feel. But I got so high, I puked 3 times, I embarressed myself in front of my friends. I made a bad choice and I paid. So I officially have learned my lesson.
Me and Christine are better than ever. This Valentines Day thing is swell. Today I got her flowers, and thats just to hold her over till I get her the REAL gift. :-D!! I am soo pumped about that, I know she is gunna love it. When I was buying the flowers today, Kelly Edwardson saw me and smiled and waved and I felt so good, she knew i was doing good, its good to be good i guess lol. I was so afraid of commitment ever since freshman year, but I have that sense of commitment again, and it has given me higher motivation. I am doing better in school and I am planning ahead. I have contacted many colleges that I have recieved mail from and the such. Christine, somehow, has got my life back on a good track. I am very pleased. I am in love again, and for those of you who have been before, you know there is nothing like it.
So I got sidetracked, yeah I got Christine flowers for now, and from her I recieved to containers of candy and a squishy pillow which I love! Its the best. Last night I slept over at christines. LoL. I slept on the floor till about 6 am and then I hopped in bed with her and since i was wide awake i rubbed her hair and kissed her on the head while she slept. At one point she had a bad dream and started twitching and made a little noise and woke up and her eyes connected with mine and it was nice :-). I took her to work this morning then visited her when she got home tonight. We just basically layed around cuz we were tired. We are gunna hang out again tomorrow, cuz it is a big day haha. Im pumped 8-). I am eating gummy bears ! mmmm!
My family is doing good. coulter and his gf are in a bit of a quirrel, but it happens.
Mom and Melinda are getting along again, its a pleasent change from the arguing that has mainly been going on these past few months. I think my great grandmothers death kinda "real world bitch slapped" us all.
I almost forgot! Jizmos B-Day party was fun. we ate a lot and he got a lot of presents. He is a HUGGGE!! Nightmare before Xmas fan, so I got him a window cling of Jack and some candy canes and a Pantera sticker and a card that has a lot of bull haha! I discovered that Kevin Stuart is one of the coolest people anyone could know. He is awesome duude! Me and him are gunna start hanging out some more, its good times. AHHH! the splendor of life. I know this wonderful euphoria wont last forever so i am taking it all in now. MMMMHMMMM!
so I hope everyone is as happy as me sometimes this week. !
<3 CkD