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Jun 15, 2009 16:33

having ex boyfriends who are big jerks sucks.
you can write about how much of a whore i am.
you can talk shit about how much of a bitch/ whore and how i fucked you over.
in all reality i broke up with you for the last time because you went crazy and betrayed MY trust.
come on now.. why don't you just move on with you life? i'm doing nothing wrong.. i dont even hang out with anyone anymore... so how i could i be fucking all of these people?
why is it your business? why are you so insecure? why do you have to talk to a certain person that you were never really friends with to hear the dirt on me? i dont even see him or talk to him or really talk to anyone who is associated with him.. so how would he even know anything that is going on with my life? all i do is work. this is so dumb. i'm just trying to live my life and you are making it so hard for me to even want to live. i've secluded myself so much and i'm hearing all this redic shit that is near impossible for me to be doing.
if you hate me so much.. then pretend like i never existed.. like i was never a part of your life. don't talk about me. don't think about me.. just leave me alone if you dont have anything nice to say. if you hate me so much and you think i'm this awful person.. why text me from aim late at night saying "Pearl Harbor sucks and I miss you"
if you want me to leave you alone.. why do you figure its okay for you to do that?
i really dont understand whats going on in your head.. i dont get you.. i never will..
just leave me alone if you cant be nice. i wont write about you.. i NEVER talk about you unless you were being mean to me. and if i have ever talked about you i talk its because someone talks about something that you liked to do or you liked to listen to.. please.. i just can't take this stress anymore. i want to be happy again. i'm already lonely.. but i figure there is a way to be happy and alone.. and i'm trying to do that.
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