fuck my life
i give up... i really try for you... i really try to make MY life better too... things like this... are just a reminder to me about how fucking pathetic i am n how fucked up life is to my brain....... im just guna crawl back into the dark cold fucking hole ive been living in in my mind for the past 4 fucking years... i just despize everything and all that happenes to me... i cant even remember the last time something REALLY actually good happened to me... fuck...