P vicious, is vicious.
Life is a little more then perfect right now. I can't remember the last time I was this happy, in the god forsaken town.
I feel guilty, because I haven't been going out with my friends very often, due to spending so much time with Tommy. But I just don't feel the need to go out, party, and get hit on by random creeps. When I have a wonderful man at home. I would much rather stay in and make us dinner and watch movies, anyway. He loves my cooking and appreciates when I make him dinnerz. Who would have thought I could be all domesticated and shizz. It's kinda nice to settle down and do what normal people my age usually do. In a relationship aspect anyway. And I don't have to worry about being insecure about him cheating on me, or not being good enough. I'm done playing bullshit games with guys. When you meet someone that you really care about and you don't have any need to worry about showing that person how much they mean to you and how much you care for them, it makes you realize that past relationships were a total waste of time. Life is too short to waste time being unhappy. And I am definitely happy for once.
On another note, my friend Courtney called me this afternoon while I was driving home and asked me if I would be interested in moving in with her on the 1st of next month. After thinking about it I do believe i'm going to take her up on her offer. I honestly wasnt planning on staying in Vegas after I had finished with school. But it hasn't been so bad being back home. And I think I will stick around for a while. Besides that means I get to hang out with my god son every day, and I cant think of anything better then that. We can play video games all day and I can play with his Star Wars action figures and not look like a complete loser for playing with them by myself all the time.
Like I said. Life is more then perfect right now :]
I feel guilty, because I haven't been going out with my friends very often, due to spending so much time with Tommy. But I just don't feel the need to go out, party, and get hit on by random creeps. When I have a wonderful man at home. I would much rather stay in and make us dinner and watch movies, anyway. He loves my cooking and appreciates when I make him dinnerz. Who would have thought I could be all domesticated and shizz. It's kinda nice to settle down and do what normal people my age usually do. In a relationship aspect anyway. And I don't have to worry about being insecure about him cheating on me, or not being good enough. I'm done playing bullshit games with guys. When you meet someone that you really care about and you don't have any need to worry about showing that person how much they mean to you and how much you care for them, it makes you realize that past relationships were a total waste of time. Life is too short to waste time being unhappy. And I am definitely happy for once.
On another note, my friend Courtney called me this afternoon while I was driving home and asked me if I would be interested in moving in with her on the 1st of next month. After thinking about it I do believe i'm going to take her up on her offer. I honestly wasnt planning on staying in Vegas after I had finished with school. But it hasn't been so bad being back home. And I think I will stick around for a while. Besides that means I get to hang out with my god son every day, and I cant think of anything better then that. We can play video games all day and I can play with his Star Wars action figures and not look like a complete loser for playing with them by myself all the time.
Like I said. Life is more then perfect right now :]