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Believing in something is hard for me to do.
Believing in anything is hard to do.
I don't believe that society is inherently good.
I don't believe that peace is possible.
I don't believe that I'm going to change the world.
That doesn't mean I'm not going to try to do/change/or make these things happen.
So when I was struck with the sudden desire to pray I was terrorfied.
But I tried it anyway.
Now I don't know what to do.
And I'm sick of crying about it.
Funny story about how my entire family passed off everything that I've been thinking about saying and crying over since I went to the holocaust museam on tuesday as "that time of the month."
Fuck me.
-ryan?
Believing in anything is hard to do.
I don't believe that society is inherently good.
I don't believe that peace is possible.
I don't believe that I'm going to change the world.
That doesn't mean I'm not going to try to do/change/or make these things happen.
So when I was struck with the sudden desire to pray I was terrorfied.
But I tried it anyway.
Now I don't know what to do.
And I'm sick of crying about it.
Funny story about how my entire family passed off everything that I've been thinking about saying and crying over since I went to the holocaust museam on tuesday as "that time of the month."
Fuck me.
-ryan?