passing and all that jazz
Alright so im home, like in Lincoln, able to use my phone to its best ability, and yeah... im not dead, i survived 4 plane flights. (to those of you who didnt know, im deathly afraid of planes.) which is weird because i want to be a fighter pilot... hmm...
But anyway heres my rant about passing.
Why is it that when im trying to pass i dont, but when im not trying i do?
Because all week people i didnt know were using male pronouns, and the flight attendants were calling me sir, it was a good feeling. But then when I went to the Nerd, at school there was this kid who came up to me as i was talking to cohagen and asked if i was his sister, or girlfriend. Cohagen laughed and said no. And then the kid asked so she's just a friend? But the way he did it was very mocking. And both cohagen and I are really getting pissed at this point. So i said, "Hi Im ryan!" the kid's expression goes blank. and I finish with, "He's not gay, and well... Im not strait, things wouldnt work out between us." the kid gets this really confused look on his face and just walks away. But jesus christ, i was soooo pissed. and its not that it bothers me that he thought cohagen and I were together, I can see why people would think that. Im very flirtatious, expecially around him. And people misinterpert that. So whatever. But then one day, at all city gsa of course, Someone called me Jordy, and said she. Someone Ive only met once, who I didnt introduce myself as Jordy to, after I said my name. And maybe its slight disrespect on their part, but I dont know, and all of this really frustrates me.
And yeah, thats whats going through my head at the moment.
Ta da.
Oh and if anyone has any advice Id greatly appreciate it.
But anyway heres my rant about passing.
Why is it that when im trying to pass i dont, but when im not trying i do?
Because all week people i didnt know were using male pronouns, and the flight attendants were calling me sir, it was a good feeling. But then when I went to the Nerd, at school there was this kid who came up to me as i was talking to cohagen and asked if i was his sister, or girlfriend. Cohagen laughed and said no. And then the kid asked so she's just a friend? But the way he did it was very mocking. And both cohagen and I are really getting pissed at this point. So i said, "Hi Im ryan!" the kid's expression goes blank. and I finish with, "He's not gay, and well... Im not strait, things wouldnt work out between us." the kid gets this really confused look on his face and just walks away. But jesus christ, i was soooo pissed. and its not that it bothers me that he thought cohagen and I were together, I can see why people would think that. Im very flirtatious, expecially around him. And people misinterpert that. So whatever. But then one day, at all city gsa of course, Someone called me Jordy, and said she. Someone Ive only met once, who I didnt introduce myself as Jordy to, after I said my name. And maybe its slight disrespect on their part, but I dont know, and all of this really frustrates me.
And yeah, thats whats going through my head at the moment.
Ta da.
Oh and if anyone has any advice Id greatly appreciate it.