Sep 16, 2005 18:36
Well its offical....i am offically no longer able to talk to my father without gettin yelled at.....i cant express myself anymore...and i am grateful always to get out of this jail of which i call a home...i hate bein kepted like this and not able to act like a regular teen grl....tomorrow everyone is goin to bring my grandmother to the airport.....and im not goin....i would rather stay here and go to the mall wit kate and antonio...ugh i cant even type anymore...
my grandfather is doin worse and its goin down hill...my life is fucked up and i just wanna leave
xoxo Ashley