LIFE IS A BITCH
so life is a total bitch and i hate it......
im so fucking confused right now, i like jeremy but i dont think i should and i dont think he feels the same... this is where one of u guys tell me to ask him and i tell u i all ready have but i dont get an answer...
FRIENDS OR MORE THEN FRIENDS??????? TELL ME WHAT U THINK????????
this is why im sooo fucking confused.......................
we met 3 weeks ago the first weekend we meet we spend the next 4 days with each other....cuddling kisses no sex
he lives in melbourne (for those of u who dont know that 45 mins from orlando) if came over almost ever other couple of days just to see me and say hi...
meet some friends and family
we talk about "us" i thought everything was clear
then him and his friend sam came over 2 weeks ago to surprise me and take me out to eat
treats me more like a boyfriend then a friend.....who cuddles kisses and sleeps with just a friend..
then he will tell me how weird it is for him to like some one who is so young, p.s he is 22 im almost 19
he says he is not looking just to have sex and nothing else...so we have sex and he hasnt been the same since
and now this weekend comes around and he has 6 days off and spends it with this ugly guy he used to like alot in tampa. (the reason he didnt like him that much anymore was b.c the guy didnt like him that much until i came in the picture)
IM SO FUCKING CONFUSE EITHER U LIKE ME OR U DONT.....WE ARE MORE THEN FRIENDS OR JUST FRIENDS ....I JUST WANT TO FUCKING KNOW .....