It comes down to me and you, we're so much better off...
Post-Op curtis is doing alot better... I think he wants me to spend the weekend there so I might do that. What can I say he is my brother so I am forced to love him. Not really forced, he's cool.
A while back I knew that I wanted a serious relationship, but I knew I wasn't ready for one... I still don't think I am, but if you let something grow and you both want it does that make it okay? I just don't know. I think if this turns into one then I will be ready, just time will let things grow and then it doesn't have to be a "serious" relationship, it can be "our" relationship... serious or not I want this to grow.
With Tiara things could never be serious, she didn't want it to be, and I would never be able to reach up to what she wanted in a boyfriend or partner. Things with her felt like... a hotel... because while you were there you made it your home, and at some point you know you have to leave and forget about it as being apart of you... but it never felt permanent. Like it could last for a while but not for that long. But things don't feel like that now.
Carrie makes me genuinely happy, and I think I do the same to her. We have alot of fun together, which is a double plus. We are more alike than everyone else I have been with, and that is awesome, because I'm a boring person and that doesn't seem to bother her. I find myself wanting to try to find things to talk about which is different because I didn't really care about talking with other people. I want this to grow to so much more, this is great and awesome.
I'm going to go, because people are trying to rush wisdom (Rachel) so I have to give a shout out to all the people who love Wes ( Rachel and myself ) and I'm out
-James
A while back I knew that I wanted a serious relationship, but I knew I wasn't ready for one... I still don't think I am, but if you let something grow and you both want it does that make it okay? I just don't know. I think if this turns into one then I will be ready, just time will let things grow and then it doesn't have to be a "serious" relationship, it can be "our" relationship... serious or not I want this to grow.
With Tiara things could never be serious, she didn't want it to be, and I would never be able to reach up to what she wanted in a boyfriend or partner. Things with her felt like... a hotel... because while you were there you made it your home, and at some point you know you have to leave and forget about it as being apart of you... but it never felt permanent. Like it could last for a while but not for that long. But things don't feel like that now.
Carrie makes me genuinely happy, and I think I do the same to her. We have alot of fun together, which is a double plus. We are more alike than everyone else I have been with, and that is awesome, because I'm a boring person and that doesn't seem to bother her. I find myself wanting to try to find things to talk about which is different because I didn't really care about talking with other people. I want this to grow to so much more, this is great and awesome.
I'm going to go, because people are trying to rush wisdom (Rachel) so I have to give a shout out to all the people who love Wes ( Rachel and myself ) and I'm out
-James