i think im finally bored of drugs!

[the_rastafairy]

yes the title is completely true! i had a bit of a revelation over this and other recent weekends. went to a fabulous outdoor party this weekend and the only drugs we had were one gram of ketamine between us, which in our book is bugger all. well after hoofing up a rather fat line things were different than they usually are. instead of happily wonkying about and talking rubbish to various friends, it was just a little scary and i was not very co-herant at all. i just didnt enjoy it at all, its been like this the last few times ive taken ket so i think its really time to stop as i had much more fun at the party when i wasnt on anything at all. also a few of our mates have really got themselves into some terrible states and are usually so battered they cannot even speak. like my mate rich for intance sometimes takes about half an hour to realise that some one is actually talking to him, and trying to get an actual response out of him is unthinkable! i dont want to do any drugs for a litle while, i need to detox my poor haggard body and enjoy psy parties for what they really are, rather than just the 'high' or whatever.
am i getting old? lol.....................................................