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Normally I don't post in my livejournal as most of you know I don't really blog that much, but it's been a strange, odd couple of days and I need somewhere to let out. I've kind of tried as much as possible to not discuss my private life or get involved in the lives of others., but honestly I'm really lost at the moment. One part of it is I'm fighting something inside I can't quite shake and it's frustrating, very frustrating it also makes me happy somedays and unhappy like I am today. I just can't. Thank God I quit my job because it makes me feel detached from everything I love family, friends and my passions, still I feel sort of empty. Another thing comes from the news as one of my heroes from when I was a kid did something awful and it's hard to wrap my head around. The stuff is adding up and I worry about things I've done or things I've said in ways I haven't in a while, I just need something to click and work-it doesn't feel that was right now. Apologies for speaking in odd terms I just can't find the words right now and I fucking need to find the words.
Sorry for the bullshit and that. I just need to get something out there in some way
Sorry for the bullshit and that. I just need to get something out there in some way